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Question from here!
break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

Ancora
This is very obviously referring to an emotional break / BSOD type of thing, but to start with:  in the universe where daeva are a little more destructible Ancora would be having a bad time.  Judy successfully killing Cam and then busting all their art objects in Milliways would be a pretty severe hit to their overall magic/consciousness supply but would not, I think, kill them outright.  The overall number of vampires being appropriately gothy on earth is just too high.  And in fact in order to go full "mote of misery and unfulfillment" I do think every vampire needs to be dead and every sangrade needs to be out of magic.  (It takes way less than that to forcibly teleport them back to the forelti realm with no immediate way to leave it.)

As for emotional breaks - I think they're honestly pretty close to there in dark precipice?  They had to go do a couple days of sad music when they got let back into the bar; their faith in their ability to comprehend let alone help humans is pretty broken and they're only trying because they strongly feel that the way things are is unacceptable and they're the only one who can change it.  It's a thread full of sads of every gender.

The 'what do they look like' bit is interesting for Ancora specifically - obviously a lot of it depends on how people around them are acting and how much emotive skill they've picked up.  Aside from the specifics of dark precipice, I think they're generically likely to remodel themself a new outfit, do a lot of sad music, and, in situations where they aren't of the impression that all weather displays are scary to humans, literally make it rain/thunderstorm/snowstorm/etc.
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Hi my name is Ancorabenilisifentiliane and I have long gold blond hair (that’s how I got my name) that feels like a uniform fluffy cloud that reaches my mid-back and sparkling red and gold eyes like glinting rubies and a lot of people tell me I look like a humanoid (AN: if u don’t know what those are get da hell out of here!). I’m not related to humans but I wish I was because they’re majorly fucking aesthetic. I’m a vampire but my teeth are straight and white. I have pale white skin. I’m also a forelto, and I go to a non-magic planet called Earth in the Milky Way where I turned six people into vampires (one of them killed the other five). I’m a goth (in case you couldn’t tell) and I wear mostly colors you can't see. I love being a shapeshifting hologram and I design all my clothes myself. For example today I was wearing a black corset with matching lace around it over a red silk collared shirt with puffed sleeves, black leather pants and red thigh-high boots. I was wearing dark red lipstick, a skull mask, black eyeliner and red eye shadow. I was walking outside on Earth. It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of preps stared at me. I displayed no facial expressions or body language whatsoever at them.



This is an old one from March 2021 that still amuses me, and if this place is to be (among other things) an archive of a lot of my glowfy stuff, then it belongs here!
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[personal profile] marikiathoi:
idr who has interesting nickname things going on, but:
"do they have a nickname? who gave it to them? if it's not derived from their real name, what's the story behind it?"


Once again I'm going to interpret this very broadly and just kind of take it as rambling inspiration for whatever catches my eye as I scroll down my character page haha.


Alphabet Soups: I think it's fairly common for some of them to get nicknamed their actual spellings! Earth ones in middle school and Astrocracy ones in particular. Ariel as Rel, Arienne as Ren, Ellie as Le, Ivy as Iv, that kind of thing. I think I initially had this in the backstory of the original one, in Sangrade with Polar, but now that she's been determined to be trans and with a deadname of Casey I think that doesn't really hold water anymore. Maybe they do it as a cute couple-y thing in the modern day (or "modern day", it's still 2014 there).

Ancora - Dumb Baby: I mean obviously there's the fact that I call her dumb baby and I think that's fun. The version who sticks with Cleo gets named Cora, of course, but I fully expect and want her to have different names for every hypothetical version that diverges from the point at the end of now that I know what I'm without. I think if she ever runs into Eugene he'll call her Mildred (you see, because he's an old man and also she's 'a thousand dreads' for sure) but if the two of them ever run into Izzy again for the monstrous domesticity premise of my dreams, she'll make him rename her something else, and it'll probably land on Agnes Mildred Cullen. I don't have any other ones planned.

Ancora - Ancorabenilisifentiliane: Okay don't say any of these out loud to them because you'll cause them physical pain! (Or, as physical as anything gets for them.) But I used to amuse myself by internally calling them "Ben", "Benny", "Lisy" (as in a cutesy version of "Lisa"), or "Tilly". Or "Ancora Hoover Hooper", because of Patti Lupone and the open-skirt coat thing with pants combo.

Delilahs: So on the constellation you might notice that the template is listed as "[de|i|a]scension", and that's because as I mentioned in the last post her main attractor is experiencing a drastic shift in consciousness, so the idea is that it's 'ascension', 'descension', and '"i"scension' (not a real word, but in theory it's meant to convey a lateral move). However the truth of the matter is that I used to listen to the radio host Delilah every single night growing up as I fell asleep, and I just wanted to use the name! Her theme is lyrics from songs of the sort that were played on that show (and I should really update the icons on her human gallery to match that sometime).

Jadey - Hope: I feel so bad (but also kind of amused) that Alicorn gave me so many volleyball-set chances for me to spike and name Hope into the actual text of stare, and I completely ignored all of them because I brain-wrote an exchange that I really need to happen first, where they tearfully proclaim that "She named herself Felicity" as explanation for why Jackie did that. :Þ

Jidas: It's still really really funny to me to call the version of Judy that got turned into a Tanzpire on top of already being a Sangrade vamp "Judy "Judy Jenkins" Jenkins". It's such a dumb joke but it brings me such joy every time. Also the reason Pieters doesn't have any of the appropriate phonemes is because she picks a different name later.

Starchild - Izzy: You know, I think she might actually be the only character of mine to have a nickname as the actual thing on the character account. Like if you look at the Jidae, Jackie is listed as "Jacquelyn" even though no one but Chevrons calls her that, and similarly with Jace and "Jacelyn" and Nudge and "most star clouds don't have names", and all the Soups that go by Ari but're listed as the full versions above. I'm not changing it though! For probably semi-obvious reasons.

Starchild - Cyllene: Cyllene is the name of one of Jupiter's moons (as is Ariel, which is why it was chosen), but if you look up the pronunciation it's supposed to be like 'suhleeni'? Originally I was going to hold with that, and in the toppost of seaweed you can see that her uncle does actually call her "Llene", which I don't think quite makes an entire sense now that it's officially been changed to 'sigh-lean'. Like you can argue that it works but you do have to argue it first, IMO.

Starchild - Simon and Silas: I think both of the valentine-gallery Starchen call each other "Si", and that's very cute to me :].
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What's Kennedy's favorite place to be? (from Peri)
So, given her life circumstance she doesn't have a ton of freedom of movement, but I do think she gets taken to a lot of activities intended for her enrichment. She goes to museums, she has a lot of lessons that take place in various environments. I think she might do figure skating.

She fully accepts that her future self will be grateful for everything she's doing right now but she hasn't gotten to the stage where she's getting a lot of hedonistic enjoyment out of any of her activities yet, in part because she's too small to be really good them (except one*) and in part because they're selected for being cool eventually-sexy skills (in the sense of like, it's 'sexy' that Edward Cullen's hobby is playing piano; not literal attractive appeal per se) rather than anything she actually likes for what it is.

And to be clear, adult Chevrons get shedloads of enjoyment out of being really competent and having things to show off with and prove they're better than other people with! But Kennedy is baby. She doesn't really have a desire to put anyone else down yet; she hasn't developed a sexuality or really even any less-charged sadistic urges. Basically everything about her is running on teacher's pet energy. If she grew up uninterrupted by external forces she'd be grateful that she got to skip nearly all the embarrassing parts of childhood that a lot of her other geminis have to deal with the existence of.

But man, as is it's good that she's gonna get a chance to have a little fun, or do anything that she actually likes before the age of fourteen.**


All that to say, I don't think it's so much a specific place as a specific time block where she doesn't have anything else to do. It's not that she has coloring she does as lessons to build up motor control and then outside of them colors more creatively; it's not that she has singing lessons and then outside of them sings poorly but with more silliness. She likes to go for walks; she climbs on things (but stays very neat and tidy while doing it); she runs around a little. She generally knows her way around the places she goes but sometimes she has to ask a grownup for help and I think that's fun for her - children are safe in Verona, generally, and to the extent that they aren't, Chevrons are, and she carries her ID.

There's a thing where all her grownups don't condescend to her and basically treat her like a very short and somewhat incompetent adult who does whatever they tell her; but she really does enjoy being doted on and cooed at. (The adults don't see anything wrong with this because being cute and small and underestimatable is a perfectly respectable form of manipulation; and - they aren't entirely wrong about that? The adults also tend to like snuggles! They just get them from people they're drugging or otherwise performing a power dynamic with. And Chevrons don't manipulate each other so she doesn't get cuddles from them.) So there's probably a bakery where she spends her allowance, or a park with a gardener that she talks to, or any number of mundane situations and places with normal people in them, and though she wouldn't try to adjust her schedule to include more of that sort of thing on a less drastic scale than sneaking off to the side of the world - those are her favorites.


This didn't really end up being about the question per se but I will not apologize.

*Climbing! She doesn't have a ton of body weight to work against yet. When she showed up on the roof next to Cam's shuttle it was because she climbed the building's exterior, which was, oh, four or five stories tall. Granted, with an exterior with enough going on that it's certainly not the equivalent of the same feat on sheer brick.
**A spitball. I haven't nailed down what ages the most notable Chevrony traits usually start coming in at.



What four-elemental associations do shadows in general have? (also from Peri <3)
This one's fun! I'm just gonna roll for four of them off my drabbles randomizer and try to answer relatively concisely.
  1. Jadey (/Jida-Soup): Well, with Felicity on the brain I'm tempted to say water or earth, but let me look at everyone else. Mirkes is water, of course, given that he can make it holy; Seymour/Murray is plants which is.... I'm bad at four-element sorting haha. Water/earth still I think. Alfred might be fire? I feel like he's got a lot more fire/ice stuff going on than fits strictly in 4E. I can't tell whether Ceffil's air or if Raveria as a setting just feels synesthetically breezy to me. Hope's earth.
  2. Boft: Ooh, earth, I think, pretty straightforwardly? Mayyybe some air on the Sportacus side of things.
  3. Delilah: Ooh! I'm glad I used the less selective list for this; no one's met Delilah yet. Air! Especially the ones who are birds but not strictly because of that. Her deal is experiencing a drastic change of consciousness; she's the first bird uplift in Sangrade and eventually Citrelia; she's the first cat uplift in Astrocracy; she's the Bloudelake child that turns into Lornell 2; she's sometimes an android whether that's M3gan or KaYLa001 - she's the breath of life, a new spirit, toki pona kon. She's probably Sofia (of 'Adam and') in Alpha and Omega.
  4. Princess: Aw, Princess.  I suppose earth for the stability and safety but if you're a fan of hearth-fires that's pretty good too.

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